My Journaling- Day 1(Divorce Day where I had to go to sign on paper at the advocates chamber)
Today it was the international labours day and I didn't go to my office on time to take classes as all the classes remained off as I had informed all the students in advance yesterday. Today I woke up in the morning late and then after taking my bath I did mantra chanting of Maa Laxmi, Hanuman Chalisa and Vishnu Sahasranamam then I washed my all dirty clothes and then I took my breakfast went to DMart bought one bed sheet and one pillow cover and also one small box to eat something or to keep something in backpack to eat anytime. Now after that I went to my office at around one or two pm in the afternoon but before that I had lunch at the naati roadside food vendor, some nonveg later which I didn't like much though taste was okay. and then I reach my office so one thing that I started that I hired an agency to do the marketing for AmBritish on social media marketing through Instagram and Facebook, Website SEO, Website Revamping etc. I started it after signing on the marketing agreement and after that I came out because every single day I come out from office at 5:00 p.m. only to meet my both children who are just 500 to 700 Meters away from my office. Today it was the last day or like the last mentioned day on Divorce notice paper where I had to go to the advocate chamber to sign on the divorce paper as my wife was forcing for it. I didn't go because I was not mentally prepared and I was not feeling well so I spent around 1 to 2 hour with my both children I took them to nearby restaurant Beirut where they had chicken roll they both enjoyed there again my elder son Vishwajayant Sriyash Kumar, he had made a list of some stationery stuff to buy mainly for art & craft. So, I took them to the near by shopping Mart Tomato Mart and then he bought all he wanted. They were happy after so many days because they both enjoyed having something in the restaurant and then buying his all stationeries today so happily and my youngest son Vishwajayant Srijay Kumar both left for home after that. I dropped them home. it was walking distance . We walked to his mother's place and then I returned back to my office after that I packed up and then I came back to my place Tavarekere road in Bangalore and then I washed my newly bought bed sheet and pillow cover. Then brought all the clothes from rooftop which I had washed in the morning, they all were wet. So, I brought them from the roof and then spread it so that it all can dry and then I bought some fruits just to avoid eating something hard food at the night and then yes generally everything all day I don't know but I cry every single night. I cry on the bedtime. It feels like I am left with nothing in life, away from parents for the last 6 years, wife does not live with me for 6 years, children too not live with me, no friend, no love life. working every single day like hell with no personal life at all over the last 6-7 years. Whenever I come on the bed I start realising all these things and start crying I barely sleep without crying. that was my whole day but I really loved one thing that when I went to meet my children I saw them coming to me and they became agree to go to have some food outside which I had promised last day and again both are very happy so that happiest moment was, spending some good time with my both children today.
Thank you God for everything. you are almighty, you are great.
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